Till Erik!

Got a big plan, this mindset maybe its right
At the right place and right time, maybe tonight
And the whisper or handshake sending a sign
Wanna make out and kiss hard, wait nevermind

Late night, and passing, mention it flipped her
Best friend, who knows saying maybe it slipped
But the slip turns to terror and a crush to light
When she walked in, he throws up, believe its the fright

Its cute in a way, till you cannot speak
And you leave to have a cigarette, your knees get weak
An escape is just a nod and a casual wave
Obsessed about it, heavy for the next two days

It's only just a crush, it'll go away
It's just like all the others it'll go away
Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know
You pray it all away but it continues to grow

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear

I want to f*cking tear you apart

Then he walked up and told her, thinking that he'd passed
And they talked and looked away a lot, doing the dance
Her hand brushed up against his, she left it there
Told him how she felt and then they locked in a stare

They took a step back, thought about it, what should they do
Cause theres always repercussions when you're dating in school
But their lips met, and reservations started to pass
Whether this was just an evening or a thing that would last

Either way he wanted her and this was bad
He wanted to do things to her it was making him crazy
Now a little crush turned into a like
And now he wants to grab her by the hair and tell her

I want to hold you close
Skin pressed against me tight
Lie still, and close your eyes girl
So lovely, it feels so right

I want to hold you close
Soft breasts, beating heart
As I whisper in your ear
I want to f*cking tear you apart

Well said

The person who is worth your tears would never make you cry...

Jack Johnson

There's no combination of words
I could put on the back of a postcard
No song that I could sing
But I can try for your heart,
our dreams, and they are made out of real things
like a shoebox of photographs
with sepia-toned loving
Love is the answer
at least for most of the questions in my heart, like
Why are we here? And where do we go?
And how come it's so hard?
It's not always easy and
sometimes life can be deceiving
I'll tell you one thing, it's always better when we're together

Mmmm, It's always better when we're together
Yeah we'll look at them stars and we're together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah it's always better when we're together

And all of these moments
just might find their way into my dreams tonight,
But I know that they?ll be gone
when the morning light sings
and brings new things
for tomorrow night you see
that they?ll be gone too,
too many things I have to do
But if all of these dreams might find their way
into my day to day scene
I'd be under the impression
i was somewhere in between
With only two,
Just me and you,
Not so many things we got to do
or places we got to be
We'll sit beneath the mango tree, now,

Yeah It's always better when we're together
Mmmm, we're somewhere in between together
Well, it's always better when we're together
Yeah, it's always better when we're together

I believe in memories
they look so, so pretty when I sleep
Hey now, and when I wake up,
you look so pretty sleeping next to me
But there is not enough time,
There is no, no song I could sing
and there is no combination of words I could say
but I will still tell you one thing
We're Better together

Payback time!

Du säger alltid till mig att "ta mig samman" och "ta tag i det" oavsett vad det nu handlar om. Nu är det äntligen min tur!
Vissa saker kan du inte ta tag i, det finns inte mycket du kan göra förutom att uppskatta den tiden hon har kvar och kanske ta en helg där du kör upp till Svalöv helt själv för att umgås med henne och din farfar.
För den värsta känslan jag någonsin känt i hela mitt liv är när jag har behandlat dig illa och trott att du aldrig skulle släppa in mig i ditt liv igen. Att förlora någon utan att ha gjort det mesta av tiden måste vara hemskt.
Men du kan ta tag i skolan, jag vet att du slitit för att ha de betygen du har och att du måste vara så otroligt skoltrött.
Du har lite mer än 170 skoldagar kvar, sen kan du göra vad du vill! Du om någon har kapaciteten att göra precis det du vill med ditt liv.
Jag vet att jag inte är rätt person att säga till någon att ge allt i skolan för gudarna ska veta att det har jag verkligen inte gjort. Men det ska jag jävlar i det göra nu och jag är helt säker på att du är så pass tävlingsinriktad att du inte vill att JAG ska få bättre betyg än DU i 3:an och jag svär att jag kommer försöka, so you better watch out!

För att citera min inte alltid så kloka far: "Skolan är ungefär 1/5 del av våra liv, sen ska du jobba i stort sett resten... Se till att det blir med något du älskar och vill göra!"

You'll be fine

Många gånger har du sagt att du inte vet hur du ska hantera mina "problem" och att du inte kan sätta dig in i situationen. Nu är det väl min tur.
Jag vet verkligen inte hur det känns att förlora någon, eller veta att man kommer förlora någon.
Jag kommer säkert säga en massa dumma saker som inte verkar känslokalla, men jag menar alltid ditt bästa.
Det kommer bli svårt, men du klarar det det är jag hundra procent säker på. Om du bara använder lite av den motivationen som du ger oss andra till dig själv så kommer det gå hur bra som helst!
Du har alltid en fräknig hand utsträckt, det är bara att ta tag i den...

No big deal

I keep telling myself it's all right
Even though I cry
there's no question why
How could I be happy when

My arms keep missing you
Who's been kissing you
since you went away?
My arms keep missing you
I keep wishing you
come back today

Fuck it

I've had it, it ends here.

Behind blue eyes

No one knows what it's like
To be the bad man
To be the sad man
Behind blue eyes
And no one knows
What it's like to be hated
To be fated to telling only lies

[Chorus:]
But my dreams they aren't as empty
As my conscience seems to be
I have hours, only lonely
My love is vengeance
That's never free